Just A Little...

Today I'm freaking out...just a little. I go in to the doctor today. Somehow, however illogical it sounds, I'm afraid that I'm going to go in and he'll say, "Yup. You're broken. There's nothing we can do. Now on your way." I don't think that's really what will happen, but I'm still afraid. Worse still, I'm afraid he'll just say that he doesn't know for sure what's going on with me. Hopefully at least he'll have an idea of what's going on after I talk to him. I'm just nervous I guess about going. I need to go though. The ultimate goal is so important to me that I can't not go. So, back to being a little freaked out. Hopefully it's not justified.